“Hope is like the sun, which, as we journey towards it, casts the shadow of our burden behind us. ...Hope sweetens the memory of experiences well loved. It tempers our troubles to our growth and our strength. It befriends us in the dark hours, excites us in bright ones. It lends promise to the future and purpose to the past. It turns discouragement to determination.”-Samuel Smiles
I am looking forward to a brighter future for me and my baby girls. The path may lend its challenges, but we will prevail and experience joy and peace in our journey. May my STBXW find the peace and joy that she seeks. These things I pray each day.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
"Angry jungle felines"?!?! SH, you made my evening with those words. Wonderful.
It's late so I can't write much more, but I just wanted you to know that I am proud of you, and that I I loved reading you post. There are so many good things in what you say, and so much positive change and progress. You're a SuperHawk!
((((((SH))))) I hope you sleep well, my friend.
The circus just seems to get bigger. Maybe that is why I can sit back and enjoy it more as opposed to fear the weirdness that it demonstrates.
I hope that you slept well dear Phoebe. I am guessing that you did as I do not see any early morning posting from you. My fingers and toes are crossed that you did. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of your support and for staying connected with me. I am feeling better and with much hope. Still a lot of work and trying to not let myself become detached form making progress. I stress easy, but I am avoiding it of late and rolling with the flow for now. But there is much to come and I know the waters will have rough spells, but I plan on coming through on the other end better for it all. We switched up plans a bit and went and saw Tarzan today. D17 needed some clothes so we were able to do that for her. Now just relaxing this evening as we have a full day for the next several days, but it will be fun.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
H: 44, Me: 45 Married: 20 y Together: 25 y no kids Walk away: 12/15 Asked for temp separation 12/25/15 PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had) H filed for D 5/16
Hi there, SH. Just popping in to see how you're doing and to wish to s good night's sleep.
H: 44, Me: 45 Married: 20 y Together: 25 y no kids Walk away: 12/15 Asked for temp separation 12/25/15 PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had) H filed for D 5/16
I am doing great!. Full week of activities. Just got back from a wild few hours of paint balling with d17. Had a blast. We are getting up early and going indoor skydiving. Looking forward to it. I will journal a recap of a great week over the weekend, but I am having a great time this week.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
Hi SH, I always use your GAL as my inspiration. Granted, it's a bit more challenging when you have 3 small ones under 6 but it's do-able. Indoor sky diving sounds really interesting!
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3
Indoor sky-diving? Id like to hear more about what that's like. I can't imagine throwing myself out of a perfectly good airplane (!!!), but an indoor version might be more my speed.
Did you get any good bruises as souvenirs from your paint balling experience? I've never done that, either.
I'm really happy to hear that you've had a good week. It was well-deserved, my friend.
((((SparrowHawk)))))
H: 44, Me: 45 Married: 20 y Together: 25 y no kids Walk away: 12/15 Asked for temp separation 12/25/15 PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had) H filed for D 5/16