My mom came over last night after the kids went to bed. It was really nice to hang out with her 1 on 1. We rarely seem to be able to do that. I need to make time to do it more often.
Last night W came home around 1AM while I was sleeping. She tried to spoon me. I don't know if it was my exhaustion from the busy day or my half asleep state, but I muttered something like "What are you doing?" I got up to get some water. I could tell she was hurt by that comment. She ended up falling asleep holding my arm.
She's been pleasant this morning. I'm trying hard to not have any expectations. I need to keep focusing on myself.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
She wants to go out to dinner tonight to "talk about things."
I might have to suggest we don't go out. I'm not sure how this talk is going to go and I don't want to air things in public. I also don't want to feel trapped in a conversation I can't escape.
M34 W35 S5 S2 T10 M6 on/off over the years including her A Recently- Nov 2015 bomb Nov 2015-Feb 2016 Reconciling Feb bomb March-April Reconciling May - bomb Mid-May I tell her I'm done
