Time to make changes

[joss]

In the couple of times I:ve seen H since New Year I realise I have absolutely no idea who he is. He is not someone I recognise. I have no desire to spend ANY time with him. This scares me.

I am currently trying to work out if I love him anymore, or if I am just remembering what he used to represent to me. Any ideas how you find this out?

I feel nothing towards him. I don't even know if this is good or bad. I do know I have NO DESIRE to put up with any sh1t anymore. It seems like I:m done. I don't even have any anger left towards him. Now that is new!