V is for Vanilla 20

[Vanilla]

Gan

If you are about, I didn't post as didn't want to lock your thread.

I have been thinking about you travelling.

V

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V
I hope your are doing well and those horrible dreams aren't common for you and you are sleeping well - that would be so hard to handle.

I have looked for the book that you recommended to me a while back - the library is getting it back in for me. Though not a light topic, I look forward to looking at it.

Thanks for your generosity around here - you are loved

hug.

[Bob723]

Hi V,

I wanted to say “Hello!” and let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Hang in there . . . things will get better.

*hugs*

Bob

[WhyUs]

V,

Have you ever heard of a Dreamcatcher. It is a small hoop containing a horsehair mesh, or a similar construction of string or yarn, decorated with feathers and beads, believed to give its owner good dreams. Dreamcatchers were originally made by Native Americans. My mother gave me one when I was a child. I bought them for my children the other day when we visited a Native American museum.

I don't believe in magic or anything but perhaps there is something to them from a psychological perspective. Anyways, they look cool and are hand made. They make for good decoration which is why many people but them. Look them up on-line.

[Zelda09]

How are you doing today, V?

[Karma12]

Hi V....glad you had a better day. This as you know is a process. The good news there are less bad days as time goes on. Its not easy when your whole world gets turned upside down. It will right itself and this time it will be a life you have chosen for yourself.

I am quite happy in my own little world but still have the odd low moment as well. Although i am open to dating I honestly don't think I want to cohabitate with someone again. I think the you can visit my place and I can visit yours sounds like more fun and is less complicated. Lol

Hugs
Karma

[rd500]

Hi Vanillia busy is good and occupies the mind.

In the Pink !!!! You watched too many Carry On Films !!!!

Take care Rd. xx

[PigPen]

Hi V,

Any more dreams that you want to share? How is everything in your world?

Hope you are thriving and XH is being respectful of you and your boundaries.

Big hug,
PP

[Vanilla]

Thank you U, Bob and PP,

I don't sleep well, I am very worried about my Fins. Very worried indeed, clients are getting antsy as I haven't been performing as well as I should.

Last few days I have had the boil cleaned and it's sore and itchy, but healing.

I am having to rest, great for me but not for my clients.

I had a medical examination and I have piled on lots of weight which has to be shifted. It's inactivity that is the main cause I feel it is. I can chose to change it.

I can't sleep so I am tired and I eat to keep going. Not good.

I have been given a new regime to try although it's almost identical to eat glow nourish. There is more severe calorie restriction on it. I start Monday.

V

[Vanilla]

WhyUs , I vaguely remember dream catchers, they sound delightful. I think there is a shop nearby that has them. I can consider it tomorrow.

I haven't heard from WH since his unpleasant text on the money. So I am trusting that is for the best. I need to move on and look after me.

RD, it was more panther than anything else!

Karma, looking forward to hearing you are on UK soil. Z, I responded on your thread sweetheart, I concern myself with you and truly wish you peace.

V