Wow...never thought I would be back here again, but here I am. Been divorced almost 8 years now and a lot has happened since then. Why am I back again? Basically I screwed up again. How so? Basically, once my divorce was over and I felt I had moved on (so-to-speak), I just went back to my old ways. I never really took DBing that seriously and I paid the price this past September bigtime! Back at the end of March, 2013. I met, completely by chance, the most wonderful woman I have ever come across. I knew in the beginning she was special, but it was until we broke up in late September 2013, that I realized what I had lost. If you have not guessed already...it is killing me.