Read only if you want to ride a roller coaster. Not recommended if you get motion sickness.
Trying to move forward, have school today, and car swapping. Not going to come downstairs, just leaving a note and letting him think I'm out. Hopefully he'll be quick.
Shower breakfast gymn swap study school sleep
look for another job
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay
Ambivalent, I've always liked roller coasters and pinball machines, so I won't be getting motion sickness from your postings. So, How are you doing today? Your list for today looks like it will keep you busy.
It's one step at a time and don't try to take on too many projects at once. Figure out which ones are a priority and go from there. Okay?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
I heard from him two Monday's ago and he came out to the house the following Tuesday. He never gave me a time for Tuesday, just said he was coming.
I was at carwash and perhaps this is why I haven't heard from him.
One of his complaints was that I didn't put him first. Recently it has been that I don't consider him.
I did let him know that he left to work on himself and that I could not be expected to put him first or wait around for him. This was about two months ago, when we had that exchange...it was after the door situation.
Anyhoo, not sure what is going on right now. It is very unlike him to go this long, EVEN after the bomb drop we were in constant contact.
Part of me is very concerned. Of course it makes me think if he has met someone, even though he says he doesn't want the complication. I have to expect not to believe this , right?
This is KILLING ME ! My daughter's thing is coming up and to not have heard from him and then to see him will be extremely uncomfortable!
On a good note...I will be down 30 lbs by Sunday and am now in a brand new pair of tight jeans! I'm the curvy figure, tiny waist and curvy rear. I LOVE these jeans!
Off to gymn and walk...tick tick tick _________________________
This was written on the day of the eve. he went to Lord N Taylors and purchased the women's clothing. He also was not returning my daughter's attemps to contact him about parent's weekend
I've always had a gut instinct with him, and I've never been wrong. Note to self: listen to your gut. SvCKS to be right. Knew it was a strong possibility and reeeally was hoping it didn't come to fruition.
At least he has a conscience .
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay
Based on the receipt I wouldn't think your H was having an affair so much as trying to end one. $16 chemises and a $100 pantsuit?
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.
Or perhaps just accept that he is and move forward...stop letting the possibility of it eat you alive every day.
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.
You are all right, I'm just a coward right now and have to detach before I can make the decision.
Just got a text:
H:
"Change in plans...I have meetings this afternoon and tomorrow so no hunting until Sat morning. I will make arrangements with you to swap cars early Sat.
Me: Aaaw too bad :C Thank you for the heads up.
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay
