^^ I agree! And pregnant women are BEAUTIFUL, so don't let that make you feel less attractive Get dressed up, put on perfume, be witty and sexy and fun and entertaining!
Date night went well. We both really enjoyed ourselves.
Today?? Ugh. My mind is not right for some reason. Just having a bad day. I just feel off. I've been mind reading & know I shouldn't. There is no reason to & H has given me no signs to make my mind wander.
I need to shut this off.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
I've got a busy weekend ahead if me with soccer tournaments for for D's & a baby shower for a dear friend.
H is out of town for a guys trip to Vegas. It is hard. Knowing that OW & he still communicate & him not being home makes me feelings spiral. My goal for the weekend is to stay busy & keep my mental being in check.
H did go to Vegas with my 2 very best friends' husbands & that helps.
Happy Friday!
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
I wanted to say reading your posts, you are a very inspiration to us all hear. Congratulations on the pregnancy. I couldn't imagine being prego, hormonal AND going through all of this. But you continue to inspire!
I am very happy for you that your H is slowly returning and you are aware of the process he must go through. Keep it up!
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.
Thanks Pudmuddle. It is in no way easy by any means. I just keep fighting & pray for strength daily.
Having a PMA & mind reading are my biggest struggles. Acting "as if" does not come easy when you're down, so I try not to go there.
Who knows? I may be the fool one day? I'm by no way in the clear of everything being ok. Restoring marriage is not impossible, but sometimes I wonder. No matter the outcome, I will be a stronger, better person that's for sure.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
What is up my friend! I see you have been on a break for as long as I have! I hope you are doing well and the babies too! Happy Thanksgiving! Pop in and say hello whenever you log in!
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13
H still had contact with OW about every other day. He shows/tells me each time. It is her contacting him. A lot of the time he doesn't even reply. I wish she would just go away. Her pursuing him so hard hurts. I worry that it will only take her one simple text on one random day to hook him right back in. A lot of that is me mind reading again...my weakest thing about this whole mess.
I spent 2 months on bed rest & had my babies the first week of December. Everything went well & we are all healthy. My babies were BIG & I was miserable at the end. I had over 15lbs of baby in me at the time of their birth, which is great considering I was carrying 2.
When not traveling, H works from home. This has given us a lot of time together.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12
Congratulations on the birth of your twins, in_it.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.
Get dressed up, put on perfume, be witty and sexy and fun and entertaining!