Finally coming out of the denial stage. Still no contact, Been working on myself and working out lately. I'm down 55 lbs since BD, Some due to stress lol.
I was DJing a Wedding last night and normally get sad cause of the situation i'm in but then starting thinking that I want true love to to reciprocated which I wasn't getting with W. I'm really even doubting her love for me ever lately. She jumps from R to R. I do love her her but don't want to be in this sitch anymore.
Think i'm gonna contact W next week and see where we stand on D. At this point I really think I want it over with.
Well off to DJ another Wedding. Hope everyone is enjoying there Weekend!
Me:34 W:26 Together:5yrs M:6/4/11 1st bomb 11/11 2nd bomb 1/21/13 W files for D 3/18/13 She's living with her mom S:13 Previous marriage S:11 Previous marriage She has OM Previous FWB
Quote of the day. "Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again, this time more intelligently"
Me:34 W:26 Together:5yrs M:6/4/11 1st bomb 11/11 2nd bomb 1/21/13 W files for D 3/18/13 She's living with her mom S:13 Previous marriage S:11 Previous marriage She has OM Previous FWB
So I texted MIL happy Mother's Day yesterday. Was surprised I got a response. Thank you dear.
Well today's my bday. Was kinda hoping for a hbd text from W but guess I'm not going to. She seems to be totally wrapped up in OM.
Me:34 W:26 Together:5yrs M:6/4/11 1st bomb 11/11 2nd bomb 1/21/13 W files for D 3/18/13 She's living with her mom S:13 Previous marriage S:11 Previous marriage She has OM Previous FWB
Jeack, similar response that I got for Mother's Day "thank you for the card". Nothing more. My bday is tomorrow, so also wondering what may happen. No expectations at all.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.
Happy Birthdya Jeack, enjoy your day not matter what!
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope
Thanks I am enjoying my day. Very fortunate to have so many great friends and family
Me:34 W:26 Together:5yrs M:6/4/11 1st bomb 11/11 2nd bomb 1/21/13 W files for D 3/18/13 She's living with her mom S:13 Previous marriage S:11 Previous marriage She has OM Previous FWB
Had a good night. Funny thing is no T from W and her OM birthday is today to? Good night everyone
Me:34 W:26 Together:5yrs M:6/4/11 1st bomb 11/11 2nd bomb 1/21/13 W files for D 3/18/13 She's living with her mom S:13 Previous marriage S:11 Previous marriage She has OM Previous FWB
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.
Me:34 W:26 Together:5yrs M:6/4/11 1st bomb 11/11 2nd bomb 1/21/13 W files for D 3/18/13 She's living with her mom S:13 Previous marriage S:11 Previous marriage She has OM Previous FWB
