she wants to return to mediation

[edward113 two]

My anniversary is coming up. June 20 , 9 years.
I know she doesn't care . During the last mediation session she said she did not even want me to know were she works. Why is she so afraid of me?

[edward113 two]

Today is my anniversary. Man I want to call her and ask forgiveness

[edward113 two]

Nothing from her. I did send her an email. Just wishing her a nice day. Mentioned nothing about the anniversary.

[edward113 two]

Now she is having morw plastic surgery..

[edward113 two]

I has now been 3 weeks since she suppose to supply the mediator with her information. I don't want to jinx this but, for someone who has call me disgust and stated that there was no way we get back together and she wanted a divorce SO BADLY she is really.