Just want to start by saying this board has been a life line, kept me calm and sane during the last few months. Hugs and a big thank you.. M-40 H-41 S-6 Bomb-may12 M-15 Mil a patient of depression since 30 years We have a rocky marraige, h having severe low esteem issues. Families from different economic backgrounds.. First 5 years devoted to making a career , buying a house.. Fil detected with cancer, me took a break from work to nurse him..fil passes away in 2003 H always had issue with my folks.. A random comment always misconstrued and thrown back at me.. We began infertility treatments.. Went through 3 miscarriages..think I went through my mini version of Mlc .... Where did not adequate care of myself, house and him.. His brother too a patient of depression.. Unfortunately commits suicide in 2005 We adopt in 2007.. The light of our lives our son.. Me go bonkers over my boy.. H I believe felt neglected.. Bomb may 12 claims had an EA, in 2005 just before brother..claims flirtatious with women.. No feelings for me.. Removes all my flaws.. And our fights each and every single one of them over the last 15 yrs.. Never loved me.. Hates my mind, body, my negativity.. Ask him why did he adopt then.. Says it happened can't ruin my life because of my son Says he wants a d, changes his mind.. Me start 180.. Discover ow.. An LV strutting business lady, single mom to a 4 yr old.. We had met her on a trek.. Jan 13 he visits lawyer.. I say I want counseling...counselor says he has depression.. He tells me he does not want to die from it just like his brother. ThAt our relationship is giving him this.. Last session he says he wants to try separation And tells me to move to my parents..I refuse asking him to move out.. He says this will back fire as I am for forcibly trying to hold on.. What do I do? Do these ow 's really believe all these crazy h sob stories.. Who is the wackier of the 2?
Me guilty of taking my parents view 0ver his in certain issues..for the last 4 yrs no such incident.. A rehash of old ones ..is what he dishes out to the counselor..says he can't forgive and forget...
hoper me-40,H41 M-15 S-6 Looks like MLC,living together
