Can't seem to post on mine so will try here. Having a really hard time today, not sure why but can't stop crying. I just don't understand how he can just go on with his life like it's the normal thing to do.just cut me out of his life after just about 50years together,it's killing me ,help!
Update. Wife is still texting and skyping OM. But we are still in counseling. Progress is being made. We had a nice Christmas together with our son. She invited me to go to her relatives Xmas She said she was sorry she was having a hard time reopening her heart to me. I want to tell her to quit him or I'm done. But I know that would just push her away. I feel like a pushover though. I guess I have to wait. I wish she was stronger. She is very emotional. My LL is physical, so this whole stich is wearing me thin. No physical touch for over a year. :-( There is a woman who is a great match, wants me, and is fun. So tempting... But I'm in it to win it. My wife will come around. She loves me, I know it. She just needs time to heal from the pain I have caused her.
Me-41, W-41, S-9, Married 20, Separated 11-11, OM 10-12.
