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[kat727]

You need a No Doze. It is nice to be a lone once and a while. It is something I crave but so rarely get. I hope it recharged your batteries for a while even though you are tired right now.

kat

[MichelleLT]

Sounds like a nice trip! Glad you had some peace and quiet and time with your toes in the water! And so sweet about Gabe finding those tires for you and washing your car.

(((mishka)))

[mishka422]

Do you sometimes wake up and feel like the entire world is just spinning out of control and you are sitting on the sidelines watching it happen?

There is no real explanation, it's just this overwhelming feeling I've had over the last few weeks. It's strange. I feel off-kilter and kind of like I'm wandering from one thing to the next without really paying attention to what I'm doing.

I don't like this one bit!!!

There was about an hour yesterday where I was alone at home and had this horrible feeling that everything was going to crash around me. I immediately grabbed my journal and started writing as fast as I could just to get it out of my head. When I was done writing I flung the journal onto my bed and went for a walk. I forgot all about it but later realized I'd left it laying out on the bed. Not open, just not in the drawer where I keep it. I don't think Gabe read it because he hasn't been acting any differently (and trust me, he would if he read it!).

Ugh....just UGH!

[MichelleLT]

I can definitely relate to that! Except for me it's been more like months at this point!

[Kalni]

Hi mish,
sent you a pm on the other site, check it out!
Think about it

[imthemom]

Hey Mish..
I was sorry to hear about your friend and that youve been having such a hard time. I guess everyone on this board can relate to that at one point or another. Ive been hold up pondering but just wanted to drop a note and let you know I was thinken of ya...

[Autumn Leaves]

I'm sorry Mishka! And yes I have had those feelings of things spinning too, it is not fun. I think you handled it very well by journaling and going for the walk.

I hope today is a little better for you!!

[mishka422]

Maria! I'm not seeing the PM either on FB or MA. Where oh where did it go?

[kat727]

You can PM her over there or at least you should be able to.

kat

[mishka422]

This weekend I send my 'baby' off to his CAP encampment. He'll be there all week shooting guns, flying in helicopters, and getting a lot of information drilled into him. When he returns he will take his test to promote to 2nd Lt in the CAP. One more step in his road to the military (hopefully). *sigh*

He's been driving me nuts the last couple weeks with all the paperwork and supplies he has to take. Thankfully, Gabe is a military packing pro! He managed to get all of the equipment into one alice pack and a garment bag. AMAZING!