My H and i have been married for 4 years about 3 months back he satrted saying he does not love me anymore. This is my second marriage and his first. My H from the start did not want to have kids and was interested in getting married. About 2 years into the marriage I got pregnanat and he was like we need to abort the baby since it was a mistake otherwise he will leave me. I decided a child needs both parents and didnt want him to leave so agreed for the abortion. After that i have been depressed and been really low. We have a great time together, we love to travel and have fun. Lately we both took consulting jobs and travel monday to thursday, his work load got heavier and we sort of started drifiting. So 3 mnths back he said he has become numb and does not feel anything for me. I begged him to stay back and planned parties and outing, vacation etc to have fun together. he kept getting restless .... then he said he wanted to leave and be by himself and see if he misses me. i let him go and try not to contact him, but he chats / calls me sometimes... i went to my sisters place last week he came to the house and did yard work , hired a ploughman... last nite i broke down and called him to ask when he is coming back and he said he didnt know.... i am so lost without him and dont know what to do with myself.
i think he wants me to start thinking of a life alone and find a person who will give me a child and make me happy. now i dont want a child i just want him.
