Good night last night. They never directly asked about H - just asked how I am and I said good.
H has the kids for an hour or two tonight (he'll take them out for McD for tea before rushing home to OW) so I'm going out again for dinner with a cousin.
Life is good.
H 34, W 36 T 13.5 M 8.5 C 6yo twins S 6/5/11 OW 7/6/11 OW moves in 9/18/11
Hey I'm still here. Not much to update lately. I'm feeling great. Had a wonderful weekend. STart with H taking hte kids for an hour - yep an hour. He rushed here from work, took them to Burger King for dinner, bought them a toy at Target then brought them home.
Saturday I took the kids to the library and then shopping.
Sunday we went for a drive and had a picnic, then came home and got in the spa. It was a great weekend.
H 34, W 36 T 13.5 M 8.5 C 6yo twins S 6/5/11 OW 7/6/11 OW moves in 9/18/11
Had a phone call from my SIL last night inviting me to my nephews 21st. I declined. Even thought OW is not invited, my H has told my SIL that there will be 5 of them at the party (H, OW, OW's D, my D and S).
Anyway I have big plans for the weekend. Would much rather stick to my current plan then go to the party.
I don't even know if I belong here anymore. I don't want to save my marriage anymore. I love my H and probably always will - he's the father of my kids and he got me to where I am. But in less then 4 months I have grown so much and I now know that even though I was happy in my marriage I can be so much much happier in life.
H 34, W 36 T 13.5 M 8.5 C 6yo twins S 6/5/11 OW 7/6/11 OW moves in 9/18/11
Not much to update. H contacted me on Thursday as he usually does asked if it was ok to pick the kids up at 9am Saturday. And he asked if I wanted him to take them any extra time over the school holidays. I wrote back and said pick up time was fine as per our usual arrangement and if he wanted the kids at all on the holidays.
He wrote back and has them from 9am Saturday morning to Monday afternoon (normally drops them back at 5pm Sunday). He's working tomorrow (Monday) so I guess his parents or OW will be looking after them. He's feeding them then bringing them home - so they'll be home about 7pm tomorrow night.
Then his next weekend he's trying to get the Friday off and will pick them up Friday morning and have them till the Sunday afternoon.
It's going to be lonely here tonight without them.
H 34, W 36 T 13.5 M 8.5 C 6yo twins S 6/5/11 OW 7/6/11 OW moves in 9/18/11
