I did not say anything the Child Support would be me paying him. He wants the kids and everything. I all ready talked to an Attorney and he told me to act as if nothing was going on. I just am not sure what to do any more. I am doing things for my self but I just think H is very hard headed and we are going to get a D.
I found out today that he has some kind of medical problems. So I txt him that I was worried about him that I think he may have MS. I asked him if the DR. was going to run test on him. (I seen the paper on our desk at home he does not know I know) I asked him if he told the Dr. the other issue he was telling me he had. H told me he could not have sex with me because he could not finish any more and that is another reason for the D. Well from what I was reading this could be if he has MS. He texted me back that he was not going to talk to me about this. So I texted back ok sorry.
So H sends me a link today of a divorce site. He wants us to use. It is a 3rd party that will do every thing. I told him I would look at it but was not sure. I also told him we are 2 worlds apart at what we want. He asked me what do you want. I told him for us to work on this. He said he does not love me I can not make him love me he is moving on. For the first time in are whole M he told me that he appreciates me making the house clean, cooking his eggs for him in the morning, making his coffee and doing his laundry but this is not enough for him. I told him we need to spend time together and talk. He then txt me to tell me he loves me and cares about me but is moving on that I need to look at the site and seriously consider it. I told him he need to consider what he is doing and make sure this is what he wants. He does not know that I want my kids and half of every thing else. H thinks he is getting the kids house and every thing. I am going to make sure this does not happen. I am so sad I knew in my heart that this was coming but did not know it was going to be so soon. I have done so many 180's and am doing stuff for my self. I have lost 41 lbs. this was a big problem for him. I know I can not make him love me he tells me this all the time. I do know that if we spent time together and talked. We would be fine. He is does not want to go back wards he keeps telling me. I told him we will not. Well tomorrow I am going to have to talk to him. Made sure I was not home a lot tonight to make him think.
I have talked to my kids tonight and told them I need to know soon what they want. I feel they are old enough to tell us. S16 D13 but husband keeps telling them he does not know why I would take them from all of the stuff they have here. Hello because I would be taking the stuff is what I wanted to say to D13 but did not.
I do not know what H is thinking and do not care. This is about me and my kids know. I do so want my M but I know my H well and any thing that I push for I will not get. H has told me before he is never wrong. Well I guess this time he is going to be wrong because I know in my heart we are done. I can not change his mind. But I am not going to roll over and give him every thing.
The kids and my self are going away for the 4th I can only help that he sees how it is going to be. I am going to fight for my kids no matter what.
