Some days are better than others.....but today I am really feeling the anxiety. I have some meds...but I am trying to hold them at bay.
H left 2/19.....came and got minimal stuff 2/26.....I have been in contact with him most days via text or phone. Seen him once for dinner and this past weekend for overnight stay...ughhhh.....he says does not want to get divorced at all....just needs time to think and figure out what he wants....ok.....and I am stuck in the wind!!
He is staying at him mothers till April 1, when he is mioving back to his house (we have had it rented the past 3 years)....I just feel if he moves back and sets up housekeeping (although he says it will be very minimal)....HE WILL NEVER COME BACK!
I am trying to stay "dim".....have had very minimal contact with him this week...only a few text. Nothing yesterday (maybe the reason for the anxiety)....he is supposed to come this weekend home and watch the dog....as I have a preplannnig conference out of town. However, he has not confirmed that as of today....should I text or just make other plans for the dog??
