Good to hear from you. Keep your head up. Sounds like you are doing all the right things for now. I am proud of you. Hey, you do have a bit of angry tone in your voice right now, but that is to be expected. I spent three months after she left absolutely hating her for what she did. I filled my iPod with songs that pretty much said, "Hey, f*ck you, b*tch," and would go to the gym and blast my body and my ears with that stuff. But after some self-examination, I have turned a corner for the better. I will bet that you will too at some point. I changed the songs on my iPod a few weeks ago to just positive stuff. Keep in touch. I am a couple of months ahead of you on this same road. I can keep you abreast of the coming pitfalls and potholes.
BITS never walk alone!!!
FOBD
Me: 39 W: 36 T: 15 yrs M: 9 yrs S: 09/10
So you can get on with your search, baby And I can get on with mine And maybe someday we will find, That it wasn't really wasted time...
I have a new way to drop the rope, detach, and go dark all at the same time! Got proof of an affair. It goes past my threshold of allowance. She can go, If that's the way it is. I would take her back, but only on MY terms. I feel better about not fighting so hard now. Maybe this is the change I needed to get some results, other than her inflicting severe pain on me.
