Thinking of you, as always. You cross my mind every day and I wonder how you are doing, and how things are going with your dad and your family. You always seem to keep it all together, but I am sure it is hard!
It's so damn hard. He calls me my love and my baby and tells me all he wants is his family to live well.
He wants to die, he is so tired. I am not holding back my tears, I am holding him, caressing him, telling him how much I love him. I hate watching him suffer, it breaks my heart.
But I am coping fine. It feels good that he knows how much he means to me. He always did but now he acts like a kid.
(((((Kalni))))) I hope that you can feel my hug all the way from here. Keep sharing, keep holding, keep crying. You won't ever regret it. If you ever feel tired, know that there are many that love you, holding you up as long as you need.
kat
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Hi Maria, just popping by, not around very much but wanted to send a hug and tell you I think of you often and hold you and your family in my prayers. I was so sorry to read about your dad. I am sure he knows how loved he is. Take care of yourself.
Maria...You're such a wonderful model of parental affection for your own children, so that in turn means your father will get what he wants; "...his family to live well."
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Oh Maria, how terribly sad. How wonderful you are getting to spend all this time with him though telling him you love him. As he wants his family to live well, I am sure it is a huge comfort to him also that your H is back with you, that your marriage is going strong and that your children are so happy and settled now. Thinking of you at this sad time for you and all your family, Love and hugs Al xxx
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