UGH. Ok - not worth the panic attacks. Convince yourself of this. Keep busy, start thinking about all the things you will NOT miss about dealing with him... Breathe through the panic attacks, change your thought processes, value your self worth, and get tough. You've done it before, do it again!
M39 W41 Two children WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09 Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10 No longer piecing...Nov 10 Separation Jan 11 EA ends again Feb 11 Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11