Please you very smart DBers -read my last two post on "think I am dead now" It is very screwed up but an entertaining read if you like weird but true stories. And I need advice like no other because I am so screwed up. I am not answering my own questions because I have been messing this up badly. It is probably not fixable. Probably shouldn't be fixed but what can I do if I stll love this crazy person.
