I gave up...filed for D

[robx]

aw - too cute thanks mr. x

- that's "ROB" to you young lady!

;-)

[Say Lavee]

Hey Luv
It's bridge..
changed names and profiles to better reflect life as it is.
Hope you found some cream for your coffee?

Happy Friday!
SL

[luvless]

Rob - I've always appreciated your input.
Say L - It's nice to see you.

I went to court a couple weeks ago and it didn't go well for me. There really is no protection for the housewife of today. I hadn't seen my former husband in 4 months. He did not even say hello. I wonder how good he felt leaving that day not having to pay for our son's private school. It seemed the judge was not pro "mom and kids." I wondered if she even read our file the way she was making decisions. (insert green face here) I wonder how he felt walking away in victory at our son's expense.

Well it's been a while since I've posted. I've been meaning to but have been so incredibly stressed and busy looking for a job. I have had a lot of peaceful days recently that I haven't felt in months! It is the month of my bomb it was about this time last year I was told by my former husband that he was not happy.

I've had so many issues come up with my kids. How they feel unloved by their dad and he has no clue how they feel. I hear all of the comments and it's just not fair. He has no idea what they are going through. I don't tell him because he won't believe me. He'll just think I'm overreacting or "blaming." It was just two days ago that my youngest son made a comment about a friend "that kid is lucky he is rich and his dad loves him" now THAT is the kind of crap I have to hear. It makes me so sad.

He tells the kids about his whorefriend and it makes my daughter burst into tears. My son's tell me they don't want to hear it but they don't express that to him. I tell them to tell him how they feel but they are afraid and feel uncomfortable.

Today he took my daughter out for the day. He asked to use the restroom here and came inside. He actually had the respect to say hello to me and went into my master bath. It must have been so weird for him as he's not been in this house for 7 months!

Well, I have so many more things I want to tell you guys but I'll stop here. The divorce is set to be finalized in Dec if we can get a settlement. He wants it to end by the year. He is getting what he wants.

Luv