The future is an unknown... by a recovering d.b.

[TooLateForMe]

New thread as the last didn't apply.

Update: W in a relationship. She took DDs to see their biodad. I'm pretty sure she lied about relationship starting AFTER we broke up. I confessed to 1-night-stand w/ mutual friend.

Having a hard, anxiety-filled day. It's hard to accept W w/ anyone else. I'm trying to keep busy, but the pain intrudes.

I'm working hard on getting it together. I'm starting a career to utilize by talents. I met a very young woman (21) online but I doubt I'll be able to be more than friends.

[ShockedOne]

Been there, know how it feels. It will get easier with time. Hang in there and keep up a PMA!
Shock

[ShockedOne]

Just went back to your old thread. The only way to get myself out of the funk was to GAL for myself. Even if it was by myself, I would get out of the house and go to the local tavern, have a beer, and play a few games of pool, eventually I made some new friends doing so. Or I would get out of the house and just take a walk or jog, either by myself or with the dogs. Eventually I didn't find myself thinking about things as often. I can't say that I don't still think on occassion, but it is not nearly as painful, I have a very good network of friends and a great new lady. Life is good. PMA my friend.
Shock

[TooLateForMe]

Thanks, shocked.

Happy Easter, all.

[TooLateForMe]

spent a long time online talking to my new friend. I'm really getting to like her and plan to hang out sometime soon. The emotions are kind of conflicting.

[TooLateForMe]

Also, called W to tell her and DDs happy easter. Frustrated to hear DD10 is getting her ears pierced w/out me there. Not a big deal to most people but it's another major change that I won't be a part of.

[TooLateForMe]

Argh!

Just thought I'd put that out there.