Thanks for the insights everyone!

This has been a wacky week for a steadfast meditator who strives to be awake to reality ... but I have reached a place of honesty & peace that I feel confident I can maintain while paring down & dismantling the previous (inauthentic) life & readying (living!) this new (more genuine & grounded) life that's been thrust upon me, with hope for the future - whatever it may bring.

Breathing into NOW,
SH