Entirely normal Lol....I'm sure I'll feel the exact same way...it's the end of one chapter of your life but the beginning of the next, a new.....my heart hurts for you I'm sorry, I feel your pain.
It does hit hard. I was so wrapped up in going through the details and the motions that the reality only hit me when I got the papers with the judges signature and stamp on it. That was a BAD day.
The concert will certainly cheer you up though! The timing couldn't be better, right?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
Jeffy Poo...I was just thinking the same thing. Instead of looking at it as an ending, it is a rebirth. A new chapter. The second half of my life.
I ache for the lost dream. The love SG and I shared at one point. But I am going to take some time to think of the lessons I learned, the strength I had to get through it, and the things that I know now to do differently in the future.
I am sure I will have some more tears, probably when SG texts me and says it is finished. But I am going to remember that after that, I am no longer in limbo either. It is done. The slate is clean, and I can heal.
Just breath Lola, just breath...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Yes, the timing for the concert couldnt be better!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
But I am going to take some time to think of the lessons I learned, the strength I had to get through it, and the things that I know now to do differently in the future.
Well I am going to officially move over to the surviving board. The divorce is done.
Thank you to everyone who got me through this. I love you all. Chris a/k/a Lola
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I'm sorry, I feel your pain.