Aver, Thanks for checking in. I've been lurking sporadically for weeks. Still have Watched Topics & Watched Users set on my profile to stay abreast. Not much to say of late, I guess. I read your post yesterday and I can identify with it. As the closing on my house sale approaches (11/19), I find myself rollercoasting a lot again (like you, I've been back to the towel again recently, myself). I will post an overdue update this weekend. My current thread is Now Me. I will bump it before I post. Stay well.
Peace,
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac