Hey friends, thank you all for your kind words and prayers.
I am ok. As my friend, Mach, told me, I needed some time to find my balance, to heal and to grieve. I did that in the quiet.
I have come to accept that my h is not the man I thought he was. He is broken and lost. But, that is really not my problem to fix. Nor is it a reflection on me. He is who he is. And he has to live with the consequences of his actions. And although I have to live with the fallout, I will let it break me.
I am moving forward on my journey. I am looking at this as another step in the process. I continue to grow. I continue to believe in the beauty in others.
So, I can choose to wallow in the unfairness of it all or I can choose to believe in me. I choose me.
Hey MW, there you go. Remember me when you make your first million - LOL!
I went to my first computer class last night. I was a little late (got a little lost - go figure) and went running into the classroom. I walk in saying sorry, I got lost, the dog ate my homework, my mom made me throw out the garbage. Before I know it, everyone is laughing, the teacher says, oh, I am glad we waited for you - you are going to make this very interesting.