It definitely was a punch to the gut. Now I find out that on Saturday he withdrew all of his savings out of the bank. The funny thing is when I asked him if he did that, he said no. I didn't believe him because as I stated in my earlier post, all he does is lie! So I called the bank and sure enough, he closed his accounts there. Unbelievable. I just don't understand why he cannot tell the darn truth!
H did call me today to say hi, and I asked him if he had seen my notes. (I left them in his suitcase before he left). He said no, that he hadn't unpacked yet but he would check for them tonight. Well he called about 2 hours later and said he read them. I have a feeling he ran home to get them out of his suitcase before OW would find them! All he had to say to me was, "Thank you for the notes, I am sorry things ended up this way, I never meant or wanted this to happen, I wish things could have been different. I still care about you and I am still here for you and I will do whatever I can to help you out." So that made me sad...because I truly feel like he still loves me and cares about me, but it kills me that he isn't willing to do anything about trying to fix our M. I know it's because he is in the euphoric love stage with OW. I also know that R with OW has to play itself out before we could even begin to work on our M. But like I said before, I am already getting to the point where I don't know if I want to work on it because of all the betrayal and lies. And by the time he may realize he's made a mistake, I may have moved past it.
