Congratulations! I'm sitting here smiling and clapping my hands for you. You had such a burden on your shoulders and you managed to complete it!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
Congrats! This is a shining example of doing the best for oneself despite all the craziness going on. Whether one saves their M or gets divorced - making the best life for yourself that you can is what it is all about.
I admire you so much for what you did. My concentration has gone right down the drain. I can imagine how hard you must have worked to achieve what you did – well done! You can be proud of yourself.