To God be the glory!!! I was so wrong about! My wife wanted to reconcile with me,and she was down all day because she was so upset about the entire situation. We are back together now, sharing our home, bed, and even ML (2 times in one night!!). The night before we talked I had poured my heart out to God asking him to save my marriage and affirming that I believe that He can and will. That was the first time since all of this started that I actually had faith that He would do that. It was the next day that we came back together. She is very sorry for what has happened and she said that it was as thoiugh her eyes were suddenly opened. I will write more later. We are looking forward to a very wonderful 3 day weekend toghether!! My D5 had a wonderful BDay! Praise God.
Yes, the contact ended awhile ago, but things still were moving towards S/D for us. She came back to me with all of her heart and is very sorry for all the pain that I've gone through. I am also very sorry to her for the bad way in which I handled things. This just goes to show us all that in the end love can and will triumph over evil. I am so blessed and so happy. I love my wife with all my heart and I have loved her for most of my life, so I am just grateful that she shares those feeling for me.