well it's midnight, damn right, we're wound up too tight I've got a fist full of whiskey, the bottle just bit me that chitt makes me bat chitt crazy we've got no fear, no doubt, all in balls out
We're going off tonight to kick out every light take anything we want drink everything in sight We're go till the world stops turning while we burn it to the ground tonight
we're screaming like demons and swinging from the ceiling I got a fist full of fifties the tequilia just hit me no class, no taste, no shirt 'N chitt faced we got'em lined up shot down firin' back straight crown
We're going off tonight to kick out every light take anything we want drink everything in sight We're go till the world stops turning while we burn it to the ground tonight
ticking like a time bomb drinking till the nights gone get your hands off of this glass last call my asss no chains, no lock N' this train wont stop we got no fear, no doubt all in balls out
We're going off tonight to kick out every light take anything we want drink everything in sight We're go till the world stops turning while we burn it to the ground tonight
We're going off tonight to kick out every light take anything we want drink everything in sight We're go till the world stops turning while we burn it to the ground tonight
It's just one big juggling party all the time.
My life in a nutshell..all is well at the moment. CSR38 is a bit clingy which I don't like much..MHS38 is not as clingy, which I don't like much but it's all good. I guess I could be sitting at home with Rosie...so I'm getting out, living life, functioning quite well, feeling and going with it..
The weekend went well. The date went really well and we both were quite comfortable..MHS38 has has a rough go of her life with her ex..so...I'm being extremely careful not to rush in and rescue her. I think it's a really good thing that I'm aware of that..it makes me go slow, be cautious and wary. She's very independant now but I also know exactly what she has experienced and been through so I know what's been lacking in her previous relationship. Which empowers me to a certain extent but also scares me a bit..hence my
with great knowledge comes great power reference. So my new mantra..Mike must not rescue, Mike must not be a hero(relationship wise). unless of course someone is trapped in a burning building..
Caleigh and I....ginger bread house, Xmas tree..interactions with Kim..pretty much NIL..she did give me a check for the $340 she owes me..she ask me to hold it until this Thursday..the untangling continues and hopefully Kim's healing begins..
It would be my greatest Christmas wish for an ill word or an ill thought not to be had between us...because really and truly our Divorce just .."is what it is"
it's odd for me..detachment is a weird thing....makes me wonder if I ever really loved Kim??
and another side note..the other night when out at the "Cowboy" first time ever..a girl ask me to dance..never happened before..
everyone's deprived and it's making us all quite batchitt crazy..
I'm talking the whole package...err present..Me as a changed man, physically, emotionally..the man, the myth, the legend..and all that jazz..
ahh it's just a good title...
I almost titled it, "If you were one of Santa's Elves what would your porno name be" but thought better of it..and i almost listed the song as that Justin Timberlake skit on SNL a while back where he sings, "A D**K in a Box"..it's on Youtube..check it out..funmny stuff..
Last edited by M from Tennessee; 12/08/0803:59 PM.
You wanted the train to derail right from the beginning this time, huh?
Baking cookies this week--shipping over the weekend. Any allergies I need to know about?
Did you ever get to the point that you just did not want to have to deal with anything? Sometimes I see emails in my inbox and I just think--UGH do I even want to read this. Other times I am hoping that there is something worth reading in them--like an apology and him asking for another chance.
SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
Baking cookies this week--shipping over the weekend. Any allergies I need to know about?
I'm allegic to drama, stalkers, women who attach, ampicillan..theres a good chance I could die from any of those..
other than that..I'm good..
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Did you ever get to the point that you just did not want to have to deal with anything? Sometimes I see emails in my inbox and I just think--UGH do I even want to read this. Other times I am hoping that there is something worth reading in them--like an apology and him asking for another chance.
yep..been there, done that..you can hope all you want..don't expect anything..do your thing..he's gonna do his..
but it's all good. I guess I could be sitting at home with Rosie...so I'm getting out, living life, functioning quite well, feeling and going with it..
