I cant find the rhyme in all my reason Ive lost sense of time and all seasons I feel Ive been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I cant sleep beneath the trees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? Ive seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times youve been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one we are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I cant hold the hate inside my mind cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So Ill just ask a question What if? What if your words could be judged like a crime?
Where ya gonna be tomorrow? How ya gonna face the sorrow? Where ya gonna be when you die? 'Cause nothing's gonna last forever And things they change like the weather They're gone in the blink of an eye
Just look at yourself, can you see where you are? Look at yourself, now you can't hide the scars Just look at yourself 'cause there's nowhere to go And you know
Tomorrow You're gonna have to live with the things you say Tomorrow You'll have to cross bridges that you burned today Tomorrow... And everything you do, it's coming back for you You'll never outrun what waits for you Tomorrow.
And are you terrified by sadness And have you given into madness You're running out of places to hide 'Cause everybody's got a reason To justify how they're feelin' Maybe you should open your eyes
Just look at yourself, do you like what you see? Look at yourself, is this how it should be? Just look at yourself, 'cause there's nowhere to go And you'll know
Tomorrow You're gonna have to live with the things you say Tomorrow You'll have to cross bridges that you burned today Tomorrow... And everything you do, it's coming back for you You'll never outrun what waits for you Tomorrow.
Are you waiting for the reason to change? Are you waiting for the end, has it came? Nothing's gonna stand in your way...
Just look at yourself, do you like what you see? Look at yourself, is this how it should be?
Tomorrow You're gonna have to live with the things you say Tomorrow You'll have to cross bridges that you burned today Tomorrow... And everything you do, it's coming back for you You'll never outrun what waits for you Tomorrow.
Creed!!! Now thats a band I have not heard from or even heard on the radio in some time!! Where are they or the lead singer now??? I think I remember the lead singer having some problems after they split but that was a while ago!!
So I talked with her g.father today; he asked my SIL to tell me that he wanted to talk with me.
I called him and he wanted my personal info because he buys savings bonds for the kids every Christmas. In the past he's always put them with the W's info; but in light of the sitch and her trustworthiness being lacking, he wants to start sending them with my info instead.
He told me that she was at his house last night. Bet she was looking for money. He's her choice of last resort for money. He just told me to put in the Lord and take it one day at a time.
It was interesting to learn that she was out there to say the least. Could be that she was looking for money to pay a L. Of no consequence if that's what she wants.
The above from my locked thread....man that one locked quick.
Cliff notes on sitch.
W cheated multiple times. W wants out. I'm a DAM for most of Marriage. W leaves in Sep. comes back ... in and out of house ... when ever.
I want out... still fighting for the kids...detached A LOT..put it in God's Hands....need a miracle at this point
WAW is also a WAM. She never calls to see how the kids are; just stops through occasionally to play Santa Mom. previous thread
MC as a woman , I just cannot understand where your W head is at. I don't think many woman could walk away from their kids like that. I certainly don't know any.
That would lead me to think that her actions may not be her fault. Do you think there is a mental disorder happening. Have you discussed whats going on with family doctor. Mental disability is exactly that, a disability. Woman have hormones and post natal stuff that happens and maybe she never really found balance after your last child.
Might be grasping at straws but her behaviour would suggest a problem. Just a thought
Morning, MC!! Hope you had a good night. I slept good...could have been the beer?
So, this morning, my mom and I were talking about my sitch and I mentioned some of my friends here. I guess I referred to your W as "possibly" having a mental disorder. Mom said, "There's no possibly to that. That's a definite." I know you knew that already, but for me, I guess that brings different meaning to "in sickness and in health." I guess she's sound enough that you can't do anything legally to force treatment of some sort?
I have to get to work...I certainly can't afford to get fired. Good thing they like me so much. Maybe it's cause I'm a "nice" person!!!
Have a great day. Hugs to you! Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!
