Hi Lola, I'm so sorry that things haven't been going too well.
At your darkest hour your H is there. That says so much about his character. He still clearly loves you.
Do you think you can take a sick day from work? Maybe Friday or Monday and get out of the city for a day or two. I know money is tight but maybe there are some end of Summer deals out there.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
(((Michelle))) I don't know about inspiration, but thanks for the compliment.
(((Jen))) I wish, I would like nothing better right now. I am going to be borrowing a car, so I might be able to take a day trip, but honestly, I think I will just take D12 to the park. The weather is starting to cool down a bit, and I would like to just take a blanket, pack a picnic, and sleep under a tree...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
The words of the week: NO MORE DRAMA courtesy of Mary J. Blige.
Of course, Saturday morning is out, we have to sign the final paperwork on the bankruptcy.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Thanks Guys...(((Floyd))) (((Jeff))) I am feeling better than when I first came here. It is hard to believe the immense changes in me and I started posting four months ago. H was so great last night, I really think we have hit level 2...friendship. In the midst of my emotions, he did not back away like he used too, but hugged me and told me we would get through this. I think he is right. I don't expect anything to happen overnight, but I really feel good despite all this crapola. Mostly now, though, I am really tired, and after putting the battery in BFF Rose's car, will enjoy driving home to take a bath and go to bed!!!
Ummmm anyone have any tips on the installation of a car batterY????
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
A nap in the park sounds wonderful!!! LoL. I'm sure D12 will enjoy hanging out in the park too. It's starting to get cooler up this way too...I actually can't wait for the fall and leave changes!!!
I would say "google it" since thats my solution to everything Or maybe ask one of the guys in your office to help you out. It's probably very easy: "+" and "-"???
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
You should be so proud. You have faced such tough stuff over the past few months and you have come out of it an amazingly. I'm really pleased that things are going better with your h.
Or maybe ask one of the guys in your office to help you out. It's probably very easy: "+" and "-"???