Well you don't have much of a choice but to. I loved this woman for 13 years..... She's gone, hates me. Got played by this dude, got played by my X. Would I have been better off never contacting her? MWD hasn't wrote a book on that yet. God has. It said quit blaming Kari that your life sucks, grow a set and take some responsibility, life aint' about no one but Me(meaning Him).
Last edited by phoenyx; 09/29/0804:45 AM.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
Been trying the solitude thing for a while.... People won't leave me alone(why must I rock so much?).
It's ironic, when I was hating aloneness... I couldn;t buy a friend. I don't know.
There is a girl that is interested in me. I think it could become a problem, but maybe not. I have known her since pre-D. She works at the same inst as XW. She is a member of the church. I have developed a closer friendship with her because I think she will be a good friend to have. We have been talking on and off for a few years. I am trying to switch up my circle a little bit. I want friends that challenge me to be a better person....not the "whatever makes you happy i'll support you" crap. I think that the worst thing to do when establishing a new friend base is to start sleeping with the new friends. I don't know. But, her brother is close to XW, and is "worried" about her. Ugh, so I am assuming the rumor mill is running rampant, which is fine.
I told her that I am not having sex anymore until I am married and that I don't want to date anyone. She played it off as that she was kidding, so hopefully it's true. Again, she will make a good friend. I just don't want to send out the wrong signals..... Which when you have the kind of magnitism such as I, is hard to not do, but I manage.
In all seriousness, I'm not tempted at all, and truth be told... A year ago, I'd hve probably slept with her already. So I guess this is growing huh?
Last edited by phoenyx; 10/20/0804:03 AM.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
