So the short verizon of my life. Found out friday night that H and other women went on vacation today!!! Spent the entire week in Florida just the two of them on the beach. So I gave H until Monday to be done with her or i'm going to file. I'm really tired of the BS and him making me feel like crap. He lectured me on friday before I found out because I had checked his credit card bill just so I could pay it I was not even snooping. There has been so much drama going on. H claims he is breaking it off and will move back in with his parents this week. We will see I guess.....I dont know if I want to work it out now anyway or if I can even believe him when he tells me it's over. I think I can stand firm on my decision for monday but i'm really nervous for that day to come. It seems like it's forever away. not to mention the fact that he spend a crap load of money on here that week, told me the physical part was over (it's not) and came up with this huge elaborate story on what he did that week and who he was with. H claims he cant loose me and is going to do whatever it takes.
I think alot of this has to do with the fact that there is a guy at my work who has been calling me alot and is VERY interested in me. I'm trying to keep it neutral so I dont complicate things even more but I must admit the attention from the other guy is really nice. Especially when nobody has shown interest in you for a long long time. I realize I need to stay clear or I am no better than H.
Oh yeah the only reason I actually found out for sure that he went to Florida with OW is I sent her a text message and asked and she replied. H was still lying to me on friday about it until I busted him! ughh
So H broke it off with OW today. I'm so nervous about all this. How will I know if he sticks to it. It was very difficult to see him lay around the house all afternoon, teary eyed and/or crying the entire time I was there. I got up and left he called just shortly after and wanted to know what was wrong. I told him it's too much for me to watch him cry over loosing OW. That yes it's difficult, I understand he needs help BUT I cant be the one to hold his hand. He said OW was not really upset and just told him to do what he has to do. I find that really really hard to believe. So we went out for about an hour just hung out and had a good time. It's all so draining emotionally I cant stand it. How do you watch them mourn the loss of another woman???
