They really do lose all ability to see reality. I am sick over the fact it has taken me so long to realize and get my head around what is happening. I really do believe they are oppressed and I know its dramtic to say possesed. But who is that man and what did he do with my husband.....How come I alwasy think he will want logical reason???? to any given subject, I try and keep my interaction to a complete minimum and even at that he looks for one sentence to twist it all around like I am doing soemthing wrong....I think the most frustrating part is all i have tried to do right and have sacraficed for during the marriage and this long seperation in the name of trying to save a family and a marriage that he is out to destroy...I truly am a fool....I promise to lay this with God and know that no matter what he has a better plan and he can have him...I dont want him back until he is different....AND WHILE I BELIVE IN MIRACLES, I ASLO WANT TO BE IN REALITY.......he really is a creep..like a monster..ok i feel better for venting.....
But seriously, mine has gone off the deep end, Our son has a disbality and he has completely lost it, i did hear of a pastor talking THIS morning about a man who had a snake and then his wife had a baby and she wanted him to get rid of the snake then he did not and later found it out of its cage and it killed their baby, the man went mad.....that is what has happened to my H with the loss of our son has we knew him, he was in mlc when it happened and this sent him deeper...he is long gone....now the dilemna..he could run to the hills from our son with problems but the younger son..he is all over and it will be hell as he is ready to ripp him in half..so I still have to deal with him on some level, I am so sickened by what he has become and so tired of hearing about MLC this and that...I am sorry but it seems like a total excuse.......so like you all say here GO DARK....I AM GOING DARK FOR MY SAKE..I WAS DOING LESS CONTACT...I NEED TO GO DARK..ONLY SPEAK WHEN SPOKEN TOO...TELL THE ATTORNEY TO HURRY UP..God save me from this man is my thoughts today....
