its st. nicholas day today so basking in the glow of the kids joy right now. very nice. other than that, heading to the gym, hanging the christmas lights, trying to pretend that the fact that h has his office x-mas party and I'm not going because, well, why would I. anyway, trying to pretend that doesn't bother me. and trying not to wonder if ow is going.
ugh.
hope you have a good day! any plans?
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
did he ask you to go?? If he brings here that would be really inappropriate! Sorry about that ((hugs))
Have to drop off S5 to preschool then im off to the bank and I have to go to toyurus to pick up a few things for my friends kids. Then home. My H is hunting, so won't see him until later.
Thats about it.
Try not to think about the party, I know easier said than done. I'll send some happy thoughts your way~
Your probably not that far from me... How far are you from ny??
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
oh god no, he didn't ask me. and I don't know if its inappropriate for him to bring her anymore. he has asked for a divorce, so I'm sure he's putting it like, he and ow just started dating! he's been separated from me for 6 months...just moving on with his life, dontcha know. blah blah blah.
where in NY are you? we lived in syracuse and in saratoga for a while. are you in the city or upstate or long island or what? I'm about 3 or 4 hours from NYC if I remember correctly.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
nope. I have moved over to surviving the big D, because honestly, even though I am being dragged there kicking and screaming, its where my life is at.
thankfully the folks there give me hope for my future. its going to be a tough row to hoe, but hopefully I'll weather every storm that is coming and will come out the other side as good as the fine people on surviving.
too bad I don't still live in saratoga! not only because I loved it there, but because it would have made it very easy to meet in the middle.
Last edited by SallyM; 12/06/0701:18 PM.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
I know that would have been awesome... the kids could have a play date!!
Well my H travels to do work in different states at times, so if Im in Ma I will look you up!!
Are you a SAHM?? Im so sorry for you, but if its any consellation, you are a great person and mom and if you ever do want to find someone else, they will be lucky enough to have them in their life.
Im sad for you, especially with the little ones you have. It makes my heart break for you. Its effects them so.
(((hugs)))
Gotta run and drop s5 at school, Will be on later..
Have a good day:)
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
