KS- I am praying for you today. Try and get through the day without a meltdown..that is the best we can ask for this year. I know how hard it is on days like this, but hold your head high and that will help. Be sure to post your feelings here or by e-mail, that will help you today. All of us are here if you need us today and everyday! You are never alone although some days it may seem like it. Sending you hugs!!!