A Question About Feet

[JustDucky]

This is an open question to all LBS's who asked their S to leave....

In MY M, it got to a point that life was so miserable, that I could not ask my S to do anything, without him getting royally ticked off. And even if I did venture up the courage to ask, he wouldn't do it anyway.

But when I asked him to leave, his immediate response was, "Feet, don't fail me now!"

Anyone else experience a sudden surge of energy from their S like this?????

[BryanS]

Not sure I understand. Was he indicating excitement to leave or excitement to work it out?

[JustDucky]

Sadly, he was out the door in what seemed to be a flash. That was in late May. I have not seen him, or heard from him since- the exception being several nasty e-mails. But even those stopped several weeks ago, when my divorce papers were served.

Since we have no children to be in communication about, there is absolutely no reason for him to communicate with me. Makes DBing kind of tough.

I am reading an interesting book titled Blue Like Jazz, and had an "epiphany" of sorts while reading it. And that has helped me tremendously. And while I might morally and spiritually be against divorce, I also know that the man that my H has become is not the man I want to be married to. The fact that he so willingly has gone against what HE said he believed in, too, bothers me as well. But that is his choice, not mine.

I choose to love unconditionally, and I am GAL ing and feeling pretty good much of the time. Tired, from working too many hours, but otherwise feeling good.