Hi JG- I hope you are doing well. I am hanging in there. I have been doing my best to GAL and not contact my H. Last Friday I did see him and I told him I wasn't ready for him to file because of the stress of moving and because I wasn't sure that is what I want. He said that is fine because he doesn't have the time to file the paperwork anyway...whatever. I asked if we could work on our friendship and that he should call me sometime just to talk and he said he would like that. I haven't heard from him. I do have to go to his office today to drop off his payroll. I plan going in there with a PMA and looking good, being friendly but brief and then leaving with a smile...hoping he doesn't see how I am dying inside.
The next several weeks will be busy for me with school getting out, my D's birthday and getting ready for the move (yuck, I just did this in Feb.). So, I have a lot to focus on other than my H...now if I could just focus on everything else but him!
