You are the prize. Just know that on your BD. Holly
Bomb 1/06 D dismissed 11/07, attempt reconciliation. Premature. Divorce final October 31, 2008. OW looks like bad history. Over. Still hopeful. Baby steps. In R with my X.
Happy, happy birthday to you! Enjoy your day, you deserve it.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
Thanks everyone, you are all so wonderful! Your wishes mean more to me than you know.
My friends took me out today for dinner. Afterwards we went to the park with the kids. While driving there I noticed that my MIL was in front of me. I thought she may have saw us so I called her on her cell phone and told her that we were right behind her and if she wanted to see the boys we were going to the park. She had to go pick up her other grandson so she didn't have time but she said if I wanted to I could stop by her house after. I did for a few minutes. It was a little weird being at her house but at the same time there was a little piece of "homely" feeling in me while I was there. It felt like I was still part of the family. Sigh...
On the way home, my S6 saw a star in the sky. He told me he made a wish that the ow didn't exist. He also said he wished she was never born. Sigh...I hate that my S6 has to waste a wish on her. It breaks my heart.
