I did really well tonight! H spent the night last night and it was nice. Did not expect him tonight but he called early to say good night to the kids and that always bothers me cuz I am wondering if he is going to see ow later. I just said oh do you have a meeting and he said yeah. I said it was nice last night and good night and hung up! No accusations no crying...just a nice vodka and cran now that the kids are asleep.
Me 45 H 51 married 15 yrs D 13, S's 10,8 bomb 1-06, moved out 3-06 filed for D, 7-06,10-06,11-06,12-06 3-07, asked to try again 6-07 D on hold D process restarted 10-07 now trying to reconcile!
