Felina made a new friend next door, so we've been spending all day outside playing. Yesterday we went with a friend (Kristy) to the park in another town and had McD's and played. We'll go out and they'll play more later, they are soo cute together. Her friend is only about 3 months older and they are soo funny together. I've enjoyed sitting out there talking and watching the girls. So I guess really I've made a new friend as well.
Emily let me borrow her digital camera so I've been taking all kinds of pictures of my girls and it's been fun.
I didn't get my license yet, I want to keep practicing for a couple months. Emily's dad is going to teach me to do the parking stuff, sometime.
Tomorrow will be more of the same, but we are trying to enjoy the nice weather while we have it. It's been a real blessing. I've been having a lot of fun!
I understand that you have to do what you think is best and what you alone can live with.
Just make sure you can.
And whatever you have learned on this journey, take it with you and don't forget it.
You will be in another relationship one day and you must be responsible for what you contribute to either its success, or its failure.
You are a smart girl.
Becoming a smarter woman.
Do not make foolish choices.
Love ya,
Amy
**If you ever do visit your brother in Poquoson, you better let me know so I can see you and the girls. Don't you dare come through here and not let me meet you in person. You have my email.
I've decided to just sit back and tread water on my marriage for awhile.
I've been moving forward that's all. . . I guess I'm just ready to jump all the way out of the rut.
BUT . . . I don't really know if divorce is what I want. I'm just going to allow him to go where HE wants with it, as long as it doesn't grate on what on I can take (I.E. I will NOT be his OW with her in the picture, etc)
So . . . I'll be standing and continuing to live my life, but I'll keep praying, and I'll try to keep a light on for him, so he knows he's welcome back.
Great - all of these show you are moving forward with life. Enjoying the good things God has provided you with.
Have a great time with the weather, the kids, enjoying friends and company - you know the "today" stuff. Get going on that license and don't be afraid to look ahead and plan for the future. It is a bit nice focusing on today though isn't it!
Nothing new really. My H is supposed to be home sometime this weekend/week.
Really he was supposed to be home yesterday but didn't make due to his current load. He is in WI! He's been calling me every morning for about 4 morning now . . . .
I'm just sitting back and watching to see where this goes, I honestly expect nothing (except maybe a divorce. . HA) so . . . I'll keep you posted on that progress. He's said that we are staying together etc. He's also said that he is no longer with OW, so we'll also see there.
I have been enjoying things lately. Playing outside with Felina. It's getting much colder now though. Lastnight we went to Wal-Mart and had fun. Well . . . that's all for now! Hope you all are doing well!
I guess I disagree - the new part of this is that you have detached from the madness!!! And for you and your little angels - that is aweseome!!!
Quote: I have been enjoying things lately. Playing outside with Felina. It's getting much colder now though. Lastnight we went to Wal-Mart and had fun.
This is great. Being able to enjoy the things in life that you do have is great! Keep it up.
I glad things have stabilized a bit and you are able to enjoy life. This is what it is about. We don't know what is going to happen with our sitches. But when we quit worrying about it and avoid the drama - it seems so much more peaceful.
Take care of yourself and keep having fun with those little girls!!!
HA) so . . . I'll keep you posted on that progress.