I just called the book store to hold me a copy of The 5 Love Languages so I can pick it up today rather than wait for it to be shipped. Also, I think I will call or email Karen.
I had a breif conversation w/ my W this a.m. She remains out of town. I told her what the MC had said at my recent visit (without her) and that MC said it's not really logical or fair to me. That she was the only one who could initiate any progress. I told her that I am not demanding or pressuring her for anything, but current situation is not working and cannot be permanent. She got defensive and said I already had pressured her in the past so that is always on her subconcious. I guess even asking to discuss the issue in the pst = pressure to her. Clearly, I never pressured her into sex. There was not even a raised voice or any strong words, but after this call, I found myself looking for someplace for me to move out. Also, calling the airline to see if I removed myself from next month's family vacation, could I get a credit to use my ticket later.
Anyway, I will get the book and make another effort - but I am not optimistic. I do not know if I should go ahead and move out before she gets back or wait.
