Went shopping after work. Found a birthday gift for my cousin and a cute little teapot for me (big tea drinker). Also bought a pretty pair of black strappy shoes to wear at the wedding I am in this summer. Now I've got the dress and the shoes. I'm doing very well.
No contact from H. today. Maybe for the best. I know it is crazy but sometimes I wonder, should I just reach out and call him? Would he like that? Yes? No? Ugh. I could drive myself nuts. I never call him unless it's to return a call he's made. But I have told him, I just want to leave him alone and give him space, so he knows that. I just don't know what to do half the time.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
Day two of no contact from husband. So I guess he chose not to come by after work and watch the movie with me. Nice of him to say so.
So he's clearly avoiding me now. Last week at this time, calling me like a stalker. Now a week later...silence. I can't help but notice, this is not how a normal person behaves.
I've popped in a new movie, put on some cute spring pj's in a happy fuschia color, and still my mood is low. I'm wondering what he decided to do with his evening off. Yes, I know, I shouldn't be thinking about it, but I am.
I spent today making a yummy chicken dinner and I did some shopping for my nephew's birthday. Did me good to get out. The falling rain sounds very peaceful and should put me to sleep early tonight. That, and a glass of wine. Thinking of all my DB'ing friends this evening...hope you are all doing well.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
Hey hope. You're right. Normal people don't act that way. You sound comfy but maybe a little lonely. Your DB buddies are thinking of you too. Keep your chin up
Hey Hope: I am thinking about you. Don't worry. Just sit back, watch the movie & relax. Things do & will work out one way or another. Remember Alien mind..............
I'm having a quiet night at home, too. Just watched the best Super Bowl commericials show. It was entertaining. My favorite is the clydsedale horses waiting for the zebra to do a play review. Have always loved that one. It came in 12th place. I think it should have been higher.
I went over to my neighbors house last evening We drank some beer and talked. They have been very supportive of me. They assure me that I will find someone new. I told them that was the lowest thing on my priority list right now. In spite of all the bad stuff going on, I am enjoying my life. I know I will be ok. I know I will make it.
I wish I knew what I wanted to "do" with my life. I guess I'll have to take that one day at a time. The answer will come to me when it is suppose to, I guess.
It's very cold here. I'm wrapped up in a blanket. Doing some laundry. How exciting! Think I'll watch some more TV.
Have a good night.
Hugs,
Spitfire
Always do right. This will gratify some people, and astonish the rest. Mark Twain
Hope: Glad to be there for you. you were there many times for me. Today I am quite happy. Tommorrow ???????? Rollercoaster ride____-----_____------_____----
Hey, lools like Spit has the same idea as I do and Hope. Cold here too and spitting snow. So, we can all spend the evening on the couch watching TV with our DB buddies. There you go. I have chips and dip left over from my party last night. Anybody want some?
Ah, so I'm not alone in being comfy at home tonight. Good to know. I have puppy and kitty here with me; the love me despite all this mess. I'm contemplating goldfish, but I'm not sure...I get very sad when they die. How long do they live, normally? Does anyone know? I'd like to get a pair of them in a pretty bowl!
Have a good evening snuggled up under your blanket! Thanks for posting, spitfire.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
