Started a new thread bacause i guess the ultimatum thing didnt work out like i planned..though i didnt stick it out like i should have @#$% Went my first day officially in 3 months with no contact what so ever..Was really hard to not call..wanted to talk about us bad..i had a few tears this morning. Taking the kids to her brothers house later and going to stay for dinner. Dont know what she did last night or where she stayed... This would be a whole lot easier(i think)if she would just come clean about what the hell is going on.Only solid proof i still have is a intimate phone conversation and their plans to be together.She continues to say that it wsa nothing and it will never be nothing with that person.She says that has nothing to do with our seperation and our marriage problems,but fear that this is whats blocking her from coming back right now. If i could describe it i would have to say...it feels like i know everythin and nothing at the same time. Hell i really dont have a clue what to think,just needed to talk a little this morning..was a very tough night for me. I think the going dark has peaked a little interest in her and sounding happy on the phone the other day confused her a little when all i have talked about for 3 months is the R.And i havent said a word in a couple days.Only hope i can stick it out for a while to see if its doing any good at all.
quick question too.... A girl called my wife at home the other day and asked for me..said it was just a friend...i have no clue who it was..but my wife kinda sarcastically, mad, funny about it???? should i mention it again? i have no girl friends...
Well, actually just found out that a friend of mine did that in an attempt to make her jealous.Well not really a friend of mine but a friend of my sisters.My sister was pissed too..although her and my wife are not really getting along right now! Now im kinda worried about it. just wondering what she might be thinking about it.She dont know it was not for real.
Things dont seem to be getting better for me today...I want to call my wife sooo bad
well its been 2 days now with no contact.. tried to call her yesterday a few times about the kids..but now she seems to be ignoring me and will not answer my calls.. dont know what i should do from here? reamin dark and act like it dont bother me? would she all the sudden think i dont want to save our marriage? just confused..i know i probably havent been trying this long enough to tell..but there is going to be a few times this week coming up where we have to see each other... Supposed to sign seperation agreement Monday probably and gonna probably start a argument because i think i have decided not to sign it,because i just feel like it would be me enabling her to continue this whole thing. Need some help
