Awh, fck, I had not wanted to feel this raw and exposed right now. I will let the dam break, but God please, not before the kids leave today. I've made very sure they understand that they don't have to worry about me so they can go and enjoy themselves. It is NOT their job to take care of me, especially on THE numero uno kid day of the year.
In with the good air, out with the bad....
I hate knowing the seams are about to burst, but also know how good it feels when the pressure is relieved. Just not before 5 p.m., please.
Heck you are quickly becoming my hero. Every post I read of yours I see your strength and wish. One day one day.
If the kids are gone it is time to turn on a comedy.(Herbie is on my kids are howling with laughter so it must be good) And just have a good laugh or cry which ever is needed the most.
Just wanted to second Chrissy's remarks. I am seriously impressed with your strength, determination, and intelligence. I feel the despair monster right now so I empathize.
Hey, I rented "The Exorcism of Emily Rose." Does that count as light-hearted fun?
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
Her post contain a good series for the LifeTime Channel. Good read, lots of emotions, moving foward, losing ground, smart lady, a go getter, and lots of friends. She is moving on with her life.
SHowing me less respect than he would a common stranger. Lack of unconditional love. Constant negativity. Always has to be a contest....no matter how bad my day was, his was worse. If I feel bad, he feels worse. 0 Validation. Pokes fun at my feelings.
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