I am not sure what happened. I dozed off after dinner tonight at work for about 15 minutes and have awaken in a very sad mood. The XW is heavy on my mind. I should guess that this is going to happen on occasion huh?
This time of year in Minnesota is usually my favorite. There is usually a crispness in the air that really is refreshing. It is the prelude to the frost and color changes of the leaves which is so breathtaking here but passes so quickly.
Maybe it is because I would be prepping my old yard, pool, and garage for the fast aproaching winter that has brought me down. Or the fact football has started and that is the indication of fall.
Maybe I feel guilty for having fun last night. I hope that is not the case. It truley was a good time. Thank you again ladies.
Maybe it is the fact it is 9-11 and being a firefighter I remember the sounds of all the "pass" devices that were sounding after the towers collapsed and knowing it was firefighters who were not moving as the reason the "pass" devices were sounding. I have seen a lot of footage that has not been shown to the public and it is so tragic and still fresh in my mind. I remember standing and watching the footage that day when I came home from work and my wife came up to me and gave me such a sincere hug.
I wish my phone would ring. It hasn't all day and I am not up to looking through my contacts for people to bother.
Jak466
Jak466
State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
