Quote: being an operations manager at a trucking company
Michelle,
I'm picturing faded jeans, CAT work boots, a t-shirt with the Trucking Company name on it and a pack of Marlboros rolled up in one sleeve, and the capper, a red and grey flannel shirt with the sleeves cut off. Maybe even a hard hat!! .
I'm just having fun with you. I know you're a beautiful Blonde "Sister Goddess". Keep up the good word and, oh yeah, DON'T RETURN ANY OF THOSE 11 PHONE CALLS!!
Hey, go over to OCKim's thread. We're kicking around the idea of seeing Beck at the OC Fair next Thursday night. Could you maybe be in? Talk to Kim.
Have a great day and quit flirting with those Cops!!
DFM... Wrong again....lol! Try daisy duke shorts....flannel shirt tieed up and unbuttoned to the point that you can see but still think and my stilettos....I guess move out Jessica Simpson...here comes Michelle....totally j/k I wish! Have a great day!
Well, I am trying to keep motivated but when I got home today H was here....he worked over night last night and came here to sleep. I picked up hannah and Devin(stepson) and came home. H said that he thinks that I am having sex with someone...then he also told me that he tried to stop talking to OW but that he cant. I said fine...I am sick of this being thrown in my face...I hate seeing pictures and everything else. He said that he wants to see a picture that OW has sent me so I showed it to him. He was upset and said that he believed me that she gave it to me. Then when he left to go to work again for the night at 6 he got on the phone with OW and she made everything all better again. He then said that she had those pictures and they were on her im system. I guess that makes it okay to have picture with a married man all over her desk and her phone....its completely wrong. Now he said that I make her look better and better to him and that he has worked things out with her and they are going to be together again. Well....yeah! Two pigs deserve eachother! I have our children at home and he would rather spend time with OW and her kids and go to work. I am fed up with him and I am sick of being hurt. I thought that he realized exactly what OW was doing but he fell into her spell again. H said that he would like to see the IM that she sent me....I figured FU to him....that will just give him for fuel for the fire againt me.
I want to be strong and happy and I am slowly realizxing that maybe he isnt the man for me.
I am so dumb...today one of the officers that came to the break in at work asked me for my number and to go out. I had to give him my cell because of the report but I said that I was separated and just not ready yet....I guess I just wanted my hubby....now I am slapping myself in the face...he was so hot and nice...maybe we will hae to talk regarding the break in and I can do something about it then.
Quote: H said that he thinks that I am having sex with someone...
Tough sh** buddy! So what if she is. Quit talking out of both sides of your mouth!
Quote: then he also told me that he tried to stop talking to OW but that he cant.
C'mon, he can't? When he's driving and the light turns red soes he run it because "he can't" stop? Pleeeeeeeeaaaaaase!!
I'm sorry, I'm stumped by him Michelle. Does he know JVJKB's H? I know I'm repeating myself, but Detach, Detach, Detach. Why is it that you can come home and he's hanging out? You've got rights. (Here comes mean DMF...) Stand up for the Blonde Cutie. Do it for you, do it for Hannah.
You often say things to me that are some of the nicest things anyone has ever said to/about me. Michelle, someone with as big a heart as you doesn't deserve this. I still understand deep down that you may want everything back to "the way it was" and you can see a glimpse of him being a loving gentle husband. Maybe so... But maybe that ain't gonna happen. The only way you'll know is to DETACH, DETACH, DETACH.
You've been kind enough to follow my situation almost since the beginning. You were the first one on these boards to "take me under your wing", and you have seen me at my sniveling worst, pining away for my W. You have seen me detach from her and now as the beloved Anna says, she's "buzzing" around me. Well at this point it doesn't make a difference either way, and I fell much better about ME!
You have so many "sister goddesses" (and me) who have grown to feel very close to you. I can only speak for myself when I say that it physically hurts sometimes to read your posts. At the risk of drawing the scrutiny of some people out here...
