Mmm.. H just called me not long ago, and he started off with "Don't freak out! But I've got to go back to our home country to conduct some interviews. I know you'll freak out that's why I am flying-in in the morning and flying out in the afternoon". At that point, I started to sniffle and H added "hey...please don't cry. I am giving you an assurance that we are okay. Don't worry. I am just going back for work. At least I am telling you, rather than you find out and say that I make stealth visits back to see her."
So what do you make of that???? Suppose have to look on the bright side that H is AWARE that him going back to our home country WILL make my emotions and thoughts go funny... and is trying to ASSURE me that things are OKAY between us.
Anyway, have to detach detach detach. Want to plan for S2's birthday party. He's turning 7. Time flies!!!! How fast my baby grows up...
Yoyo, I don't post to you much because there are not a lot of similarities to our sitches, but in this case there is. I would kill, even today, for my W to acknowledge that some of her actions did/do get a rise in my emotions. To be fair, she does do some of this, but the reassurance that she KNOWS how certain things may look and that they are NOT what they look like would be nice...or should I say would HAVE BEEN nice when things were less secure in my head.
My advice is yes, take this as a big positive. The fact is that you can't control him and the fact that he's trying to be transparent to you is a good thing. Accept it for what it is and try not to read too much into things.
Grasshopper/ Cat03 - Hey Hey... Thanks for giving me the POSITIVE feedback.
Journalling... Nothing much happening. H left early in the morning for his flight. Called me a couple of times and then called me again to tell me that he managed to catch an earlier flight home. So,... it's okay I guessed... we'll see what he says when he gets home.
