It has been 5 days since my wife confessed to the affair. (2 physical encounters last May on top of a 2 year emotional affair.) Since I forgave her, she has put down her guilt, and all of the intimacy has returned to our marriage. She has dropped all modesty. She tells me everything about how she feels, how she felt when she had the relationship. Why she continued to talk with him. She seems to be as open as she has ever been with me. This morning she held me and said that she never thought that she would feel the way she feels about me, about anyone ever again in her life. She says that the guilt was what was keeping her from accepting the changes I have made. She said she felt like she did not deserve the husband I was being since she threatend to leave back in October. She says she is sorry over and over again, even though, I already told her that I forgave her, but would not be able to just forget. We go to our MC next Tuesday. This should be an interesting one.
